Selamat pagi, Teh Feby dan tim Ngaji Roso,
I have to share my story from Batch 15. Honestly, the main reason I joined was to get a handle on my finances, especially a pretty big debt that was weighing me down.
Things got really stressful back in June. I had a loan that I was paying off in manageable monthly installments, but out of the blue, they demanded I pay the entire remaining balance immediately. They even started showing up at my house, pressuring me to settle it all at once. I tried my best to negotiate and just continue with the monthly payments, but they wouldn't budge—it was the full amount or nothing.
After joining your class, I just threw myself into the practices. I followed everything Teh Feby taught us, every single day—morning, noon, and night. I just kept doing the grateful breathing, the practice of releasing, and most importantly, I tried so hard to keep my heart calm. I had to ignore how scary my reality looked and just stay focused on the 227 practice.
Slowly, something inside me started to shift. I started to believe, somehow, that this would all work out. The last time the debt collector came, I just looked at him calmly and said, "It will be paid off by the end of July." At that moment, I had absolutely no idea how I was going to get the remaining Rp100 million.
And then, last night, a miracle happened. Out of absolutely nowhere, Rp133 million was transferred into my account. No phone call, no text message, nothing. I was checking the transaction, completely stunned, and realized it was from a company that was supposed to pay me for a project last year.
I had totally forgotten about it. I wasn't expecting it, hadn't even thought about it, and had long since given up hope of ever getting paid. But Allah is so incredibly kind. In less than a month, my biggest problem was solved, just like that—so easily and without any struggle.
Alhamdulillah, ya Allah… I have no words for my gratitude. You are so good.
Thank you, thank you, thank you, Teh Feby and the Ngaji Roso team. The blessings I've received feel like a heavy January downpour—so abundant and more than I could have asked for. I pray this goodness and ease finds everyone here and the entire Ngaji Roso family.
With so much love,
— Eka (name changed)